“…Sekarang aku tersadar
Cinta yang ku tunggu tak kunjung datang
Apalah arti aku menunggu
Bila kamu tak cinta lagi…”
tentang kehilangan
Lama,
aku telah tahu saat seperti ini akan datang. Saat di mana tiba-tiba kita merasa tak ada lagi waktu di esok hari. Saat di mana kita tahu, kita tak akan lagi berada di tempat yang sama esok pagi.
Kehilangan seperti matahari. Sesuatu yang pasti. Kalau tidak sekarang, besok akan terjadi. Ini hanya persoalan hari. Tak ada cara yang bisa kita lakukan untuk menghindarinya. Kita hanya bisa menundanya untuk sesaat saja.
The hours turned to days, days to weeks, and weeks to months. Nothing has changed. Yep, nothing. :)
Peace With Past
The present is the product of our past, but we don’t have to be prisoners of it.
To clean the wound is when we know just how much we’re injured. But isn’t it the most painful part, though; the healing part? I understand just how complex the past can be and it shows in our present lives. It’s so hard to risk of going to the same situation when it had caused you so much pain: to start over a relationship, to break-up with someone, to forget a loved one, being separated, to deal with losses or changes. Sometimes it’s a matter of ‘accepting’ or ‘adjusting’ with things because we have no other choice, isn’t it? Because no matter how hard we do or try or wish with all our might, it happened and there’s nothing we can do about it. The possibility is endless, if we talked about what could have, would have or should have happened.
Moving on—I figure—is easy. Distracting ourselves from what used to be an issue of the past is somehow easy if we’re busy, when our friends are around or when we have something to do at the moment. What’s hard is staying moved on. It’s those meaningful lyrics, one-strike-memories or those flashback-burns that really get to us. People change but your feelings remained. Forgiving is not an instant delete button
(Source: julianadia.blogspot.com)
Cewek Kalem ya.....
- W1: Oh ya, tadi kamu dibicarain temen-temen ku pas kamu gak ada.
- W2: He? Bicarain apa? :|
- W1: Katanya mereka udah jarang nemuin tipe cewek kayak kamu.
- W2: Jarang? Maksudnya? :|
- W1: Jarang-jarang nemu cewek kalem.
- W2: Gak ngerti. Cewek kalem? Siapa?
- W1: Kamu lah, Wenty. Mereka bilang kamu tipe cewek kalem.
- W2: Hah? Aku? Kalem?
- W1: Iya, emang bener kan lagian.
- W2: Emang ya? *tawa hambar*
- W1: Iya kok.
- W2: ...........
You know you truly love somebody when they hurt you so badly.
—@wentywidyast (via narendrapawaka)
- (Sewaktu touring. Saat lagi istirahat di pom bensin dan yang lain pada sibuk minum, sementara saya tidak...)
- Wil: Bawa minum?
- Saya: Bawa kok. Mau minum? Ini aku bawa, minum punyaku aja.
- Wil: Enggak. Kalo kamu mau minum, aku bawa, tinggal ambil aja di tas kalo haus.
- Saya: Ohh, iya. Bawa kok tapinya.
- Random. Tiba-tiba keinget konversasi ini. Dunno why. =))
It’s not about who hurt you and broke you down. It’s about who was always there and made you smile again.
Have you ever read something that killed you inside? Like a text message or someone’s status. Everything was going fine until you accidentally came across something you didn’t want to read. Or found out something you were better off not knowing. It’s almost as if it was posted just to purposely hurt you. But you constantly read it over and over again to torture yourself. It sucks how one little thing can ruin your whole day.
(Source: julianadia.blogspot.com)
Hey You by CN Blue <3
Super Junior Live in Jakarta (Greeting for Super Junior)
If he….
If he misses you, he’ll call just to hear your voice.
If he wants you, he’ll say it. If he cares, he’ll show it.
If he has a thought about you, it will come out of his mouth.
If you are on his mind nonstop, he will do anything he can just to see you.
If he truly likes you, he won’t let anything get in the way and fight back just to keep you in his arms.
If not, he’s not worth your time because you’re obviously not worth his.
(Source: julianadia.blogspot.com)
